I probably am, but the idea of this being permanent

I can't handle that. I just can't. Even the idea of him being *fired*- I know TR would just find some way around it.

It's all just too much for me to handle. I can't take him leaving TR, I really can't. I knew this was coming since the episode title was announced, but I didn't know it'd be anything like what's shown.

just the screenshots are so upsetting to me i just can't