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Jan. 12th, 2011
I hurt a lot of people, and I'm sorry.
Jan. 12th, 2011 07:10 pmI've been taking a good look at my life lately, and I realized.
I still have a lot of growing up to do. I've done childish, terrible things to others and hurt them badly. And said terrible things. Out of anger and out of paranoia and suspicion.
And I feel horrible about it. All of it. And I want to start clean again.
If I have ever hurt you, on LJ, on a forum, or IRL, or whatever, I want to say, I'm sorry. Even if I've apologized before. I don't expect you to forgive me instantly. But I've realized I need to be better than I am now, that I need to become a better person, and part of that means changing who I am. Changing the bad parts of who I am. I've had a lot of silly grudges, a lot of stupid vendettas, and they were toxic to me. I'm going to stop doing that now.
I want to extend this public apology to anyone who's ever been hurt by me. I hope all of you can accept it.
I still have a lot of growing up to do. I've done childish, terrible things to others and hurt them badly. And said terrible things. Out of anger and out of paranoia and suspicion.
And I feel horrible about it. All of it. And I want to start clean again.
If I have ever hurt you, on LJ, on a forum, or IRL, or whatever, I want to say, I'm sorry. Even if I've apologized before. I don't expect you to forgive me instantly. But I've realized I need to be better than I am now, that I need to become a better person, and part of that means changing who I am. Changing the bad parts of who I am. I've had a lot of silly grudges, a lot of stupid vendettas, and they were toxic to me. I'm going to stop doing that now.
I want to extend this public apology to anyone who's ever been hurt by me. I hope all of you can accept it.