"Homecoming, is it, Usagi?...
Sep. 18th, 2006 04:31 pm...I'll look into why it was Neku who nearly killed you off, yes."
Yeah. Nekou's in danger again.
Because Homecoming this year was HELL. No, it wasn't the dress problems- the dress rocked. No, not the game- we won (35- Chansey egg).
No. It was my status as "single".
I KNOW there's more to life than having a boyfriend, but this guy at the Homecoming dance... he was just so GORGEOUS. If James were real (and blonde), he'd seriously look just like him. So I run into him. He says he's from another school.
Then I see his girlfriend.
I know it's stupid to cry over a guy you don't even know, but I seriously couldn't help it... he was just so... cute. And it's kinda immature to say that I deserved him more than his girlfriend, but at that point, I couldn't help it. I honestly felt I could appreciate his appearance more.
I'm aware I won't be single all my life, but it sucks when the only guys who like you are all weird guys on the internet (Dragonmaster Aaron from BMG, Terra Red, and the Kenshin cosplayer I met last year at Gen Con).
...Neku needs some alone time...
Yeah. Nekou's in danger again.
Because Homecoming this year was HELL. No, it wasn't the dress problems- the dress rocked. No, not the game- we won (35- Chansey egg).
No. It was my status as "single".
I KNOW there's more to life than having a boyfriend, but this guy at the Homecoming dance... he was just so GORGEOUS. If James were real (and blonde), he'd seriously look just like him. So I run into him. He says he's from another school.
Then I see his girlfriend.
I know it's stupid to cry over a guy you don't even know, but I seriously couldn't help it... he was just so... cute. And it's kinda immature to say that I deserved him more than his girlfriend, but at that point, I couldn't help it. I honestly felt I could appreciate his appearance more.
I'm aware I won't be single all my life, but it sucks when the only guys who like you are all weird guys on the internet (Dragonmaster Aaron from BMG, Terra Red, and the Kenshin cosplayer I met last year at Gen Con).
...Neku needs some alone time...
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Date: 2006-09-18 10:30 pm (UTC)~Lily~
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Date: 2006-09-19 02:22 am (UTC)I've cried over plenty of guys, and I'll bet you I didn't know half of them. In high school I thought I would never find a boyfriend. I liked plenty of guys, but it seemed like every single one of them had a girlfriend. One of those guys was my best friend...and I absolutely loathed his girlfriend. I spent all of my time plotting about how to break them up...and they never did until it was too late.
A week before I graduated, I finally found a boyfriend (we're still together, too ^_^). Then I was hanging out with this best friend who I had cried over and written poems about and spread rumors about his girlfriend...and he told me that they had broken up. I was like...*gonk* too late! Why couldn't you have said this a few months earlier?!
I guess the point of this story is, don't fret, Neku, because at this stage in our lives serious relationships are few and far between, and somebody will come along. I mean, hey, I've seen some of your cosplay pics you posted at BMG, and you're not a bad looking gal.
Maybe your next real-live James is right around the corner. And he probably thinks you're gorgeous.
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Date: 2006-09-19 08:02 pm (UTC)(Hugs back)
...Yeah, that's what I'm hoping. I've never thought of myself as particularly pretty, but then, if you look back at some past LJ posts, you can see I'm kinda insecure about myself...
I'll just keep waiting... I guess when things are meant to happen, they'll happen.
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Date: 2006-09-20 07:59 am (UTC)